Flu of Death and Distruction!

I am glad last week is over. I was so sick. I slept like 20 hours one day. YUK.

Well now I just have the lingering cold symptoms, but nothing too bad. I am feeling mucho better. Now I can try to go out this week and start chick hunting. (What ever that means)

Of course I am not sure if I can find any chicks in the current "scene" I am in. I mean sure there are many I "would" date. But it seems like they all dates the same 3 guys in the "scene" and just seems to.. FAMILY like for me. That is a catalyst for drama and rumors. So I will stray from that a bit.

Besides I think I am turning EVIL. I am actually gathering a small amount of pleasure from witnessing relationships fail. I am not sure why. Maybe cause I am in single mode.

I have been in MANY relationships.
I have been in 3 long-term (over 2 years each) relationships. I know what everyone goes through. I know what it is like to "almost be married" and what not.

I just get confused when I hear the SAME OLD SHIT..

"But this guy is different", "I know him. He wouldn’t do that", "We been together for so long how could this have happened".

BLAH BLAH BLAH.. EVERYTHING comes to an END... no matter how precious you FOOL yourself into thinking it is.

Well. I feel satisfaction when I see people slapped in the face with reality. It lets me know that they are learning and growing.

We all only LIVE once. That is the only thing that can be proven physically. Letting minutes slip by idle, are minutes lost. Cause in 50 years from now. When you look back on the WHOLE scheme of things. What is it YOU want to be PROUD OF? Contemplating Suicide cause some guy you dates for 2 years (2% of your life) dumped you? I think not.

Ohh well. What people do with their limited time on this planet is up to them. They are the only ones FULLY responsible for their own emotions. They can blame anyone they want, but ultimately it is them who have the control.

I am 27, not married, no children, don’t smoke, and occasionally drink. I am happy I experienced all the things I did. All the stuff I lost in the past helped make me a better person.

That, which does not kill us, makes us stronger.