Well I had an OK night!

I went to my friend Dallas's place and played some Paridine... with Some Urban Terror..

the night went OK besides the fact that 1/2 the people there with thier computers.. coudn't get them running or even know the basic principles of operating them.. and they expect to jump in a Lan game with US.

Grrr.... half the time I was trying to get them up and running and I couldn't enjoy myself.

Ohh well.. I was too nice I should have just ignored them when they asked for my help.. kinda of like when they ignore me when I try to give them advice.

I was thinking of how much more fun I would have if I were at Jess's get together.

I need to spend some more of my time with her.

I am thinking I might get back into art or poetry.

I been single for like ...... 4-5 monthes now. that is the longest I ever been single.. since I started dating girls at the age of 18.

wich was 9 years ago. sdhaskljdfkasjdfh
I am an OLD man. I don't even know how to date girls any more. I had a good break to realize what I want.. and I know that I wont be rebounding on anyone.. and I know what to look for and what to avoid in women.

I don't want to rush it, but then again I get impatient sometimes.

ohh well, this weekend should be good.